I dont know if anyone even reads this anymore .. but i think i'm gunna start posting on this again .. i mean i turn 18 pretty damn soon so i dont have to listen to my parents in a bit .. but i dont exactly miss everything i used to do b/c my b/f Chris has helped me realize that i dont need what i used to do .. but i do miss some ppl like beth and andrew .. they meant alot to me .. i love beth so much she's my best friend .. i dont know if i still mean the same to her but i hope i do .. and i havent talked to andrew in a long time .. but hopefully we can pick back up ..

<33 Brittany

New Email ..cuz apparently my parents have been checking my Email ..

Salt_Water_Kisses@Hotmail.com

KK .. that's mostly for danyelle cuz i cant exactly send an email so my rents can check that too .. anyways .. not much to talk bout .. i'm a boring person .. oh yay Danyelle is coming over tonight .. she doesnt really want to and i feel bad makign her .. but i dunno how to make her not cuz she said it doesnt matter .. um ... i like my new back ground song .. it's great .. i love you danyelle ..

Scream Loud .. BarBie<33

Hmmm.... You kno what the worst thing ever your parents could find out ... IS THAT YOU'RE FUCKING GAY!! lol well atleast dating a chick .. but anyways ... they think i have problems and want to send me back to middletown while they put me through counseling .. ha they said they'd be paying for counseling for me one day they just didnt expect it to be so soon i guess .. they said that the friends i hang around have influenced me and put all this shit in my head ... well i kno i love danyelle and no one has been influenced here ... anyways... hmm for some reason i was really hyper and happy today .. i think i was in complete denial .. i really dont kno what is wrong with me .. i've been shaking really bad and breathing harder then usual and studdering a lot .. anyways .. well funny thing is my parents are still letting me and danyelle hang out and her spend the night tomorrow .. but fuck them .. they cant stop me from seeing her or being with her .. i love her way to much they can't keep me from her .. never !!! HMMM i'm done ranting and raving ...

I love you Danyelle always and forever no matter what !!!
Scream Loud... BarBie<33

grr ... i dunno what to write ... i got nothing ... i'm only typing to put off my damn homework ... grr ... well i got presents today .. and i actaully did my work ... they help me concentrate alot ... i talked to beckah about alot of things and we somehow got alittle closer i'd like to think ... anyways .. nothing else really happened ... i'm bored ... YaY... i'm making danyelle go to the M*Town football game with me ... i dont think she really wants to go so i'm not gunna force her ... so i might end up going by myself and meet up with random ppl i haven't seen in forever .. i dunno .. i love M*Town football games .... i used to go to every single one and just walk around the whole time ... and throw gum in ppls hair who i dont like .... yea ... anyways ... i'm outta things to write ... i'ma boring person ...

Scream Loud ... BarBie<33